messed-up

adjective
1
full of problems, often because of a lack of organization or because of mistakes that somebody has made
آشفته, به هم خورده, بهم‌ریخته, درهم‌وبرهم
2
upset; very emotional
آشفته, پریشان, ناراحت, به‌هم‌ریخته
I wanted to write stories about the messed-up kids I grew up with who acted in messed-up ways.